Introduction

In the spirit of ONE DAY, comes a fresh and warmhearted love story for the 21st century. Sometimes the end is just the beginning . . .

Sam Elling works for an internet dating company, but he still can't get a date. So he creates an algorithm that will match you with your soul mate. Sam meets the love of his life, a coworker named Meredith, but he also gets fired when the company starts losing all their customers to Mr. and Ms. Right.

When Meredith's grandmother, Livvie, dies suddenly, Sam uses his ample free time to create a computer program that will allow Meredith to have one last conversation with her grandmother. Mining from all her correspondence?email, Facebook, Skype, texts?Sam constructs a computer simulation of Livvie who can respond to email or video chat just as if she were still alive. It's not supernatural, it's computer science.

Meredith loves it, and the couple begins to wonder if this is something that could help more people through their grief. And thus, the company RePose is born. The business takes off, but for every person who just wants to say good-bye, there is someone who can't let go.

In the meantime, Sam and Meredith's affection for one another deepens into the kind of love that once tasted, you can't live without. But what if one of them suddenly had to? This entertaining novel, delivers a charming and bittersweet romance as well as a lump in the throat exploration of the nature of love, loss, and life (both real and computer simulated). Maybe nothing was meant to last forever, but then again, sometimes love takes on a life of its own.

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Excerpt

Killer App

Sam Elling was filling out his online dating profile and trying to decide whether to laugh or cry. On the one hand, he had just described himself as "quick to laugh" and had answered the question, "How macho do you consider yourself?" eight on a scale of ten. But on the other hand, the whole thing was really quite frustrating, and no one, he knew, ever admitted to anything less than an eight on the masculinity scale anyway. Sam was trying to come up with five things he couldn't live without. He knew that many would-be daters cheekily wrote: air, food, water, shelter, plus something else vaguely amusing. (He was thinking Swiss cheese would be a clever addition to that list, or possibly vitamin D, though since he was in Seattle, he seemed, in fact, to be living quite nicely without it.) He could go the techie route—laptop, other laptop, tablet, wifi connection, iPhone—but they'd think he was a computer geek. Never mind that he was; he didn't want them to know that right away. He could go the sentimental route—framed photo from parents' wedding, grandfather's lucky penny, program from his star turn in his middle school production of Grease, acceptance letter to MIT, first mix tape ever made for him by a girl—but he suspected that would belie his reported macho factor. He could go the lactose route: Swiss cheese again (he was clearly craving Swiss cheese for no apparent reason) plus chocolate ice cream, cream cheese, Pagliacci's pizza, and double tall lattes. It wasn't really true though. He could live without those; he just wouldn't like it very much. The point was this exercise was five things: annoying, prying, cloying, embarrassing, and totally pointless. He didn't have any hobbies because he worked all the time which was the reason he couldn't find a date. If he didn't work all the time (or weren't a software engineer and so also worked with some women), he would have time for hobbies he could list, but then he wouldn't need to because he wouldn't need online dating in order to meet people. Yes, he was a computer geek, but he was also, he thought, smart and funny and reasonably good-looking. He just didn't have five hobbies or five witty things he couldn't live without or five interesting things on his bedside table (truthful answer would have been: half-full water glass, quarter-full water glass, empty water glass, crumpled used Kleenex, crumpled used Kleenex) or five revealing hopes for the future (never to have to do this again, repeat times five). Nor did he care about anyone else's reported hobbies or five requirements for life, bedside tables, or futures. He had already answered variations of these inane questions with another service, dated their dates, and saw what all of this nonsense came to. It came to nonsense. If you picked the ones who seemed pretty down-to-earth (books, writing implement, reading lamp, clock radio, cell phone), you got boring. If you picked the ones who seemed eccentric (yellow rain hat, Polaroid camera, lime seltzer, photo of Gertrude Stein, plastic model of Chairman Mao), you got really weird and full of themselves. If you picked the one who seemed like a good fit ("Laptop and honestly nothing else because that has all I need"), you got a computer geek so much like your college roommate that you wondered if he'd had an unconvincing sex change operation without telling you. So you had your pick of boring, weird, or Trevor Anderson.

Five things Sam couldn't live without: sarcasm, mockery, scorn, derision, cynicism. That was not the whole picture, of course. If it were, he wouldn't be online dating. He would be holed up in a basement apartment somewhere contentedly crotchety on his own (Xbox, Wii, PlayStation, fifty-two-inch plasma flat-screen, microwave nachos). Instead, he was putting himself out there again. Did this not indicate optimism re: love? (hope, good cheer, warmth, generosity, the promise of someone to kiss good night). Maybe, but it was way too cheesy to write on the stupid form.

The problem with the stupid form was this: it wasn't just that people didn't tell the truth—though they didn't. It was that there was no way to tell the truth, even if you wanted to. Things on a bedside table do not reveal a soul. Hopes for the future cannot be distilled for forms or strangers. Fill-in-the-blank questions are fun but not really indicative of the long-term future of a relationship. (They aren't really that fun either.) Even the stuff with straightforward answers fails to reveal what you need to know. For instance, Sam wanted to date a woman who could and would cook and enjoy it, but it couldn't be because she was some kind of domestic goddess who required a clean house all the time (Sam was not neat), and it couldn't be because she believed a woman's place was in the home and she should cater to her man (Sam was a feminist), and it couldn't be because she was one of those people who ate only organic, sustainable, locally grown, chemical-free, ecologically responsible, whole, raw, vegan food (see above re: Sam's love of dairy). It had to be because Sam didn't cook and she did and they both needed to eat, and he would take on some other household chore like dish washing or clothes folding or bathroom scrubbing in exchange. There was no place for all that on the form or even a place to indicate that he was the kind of man who considered such bizarre minutiae relevant. And yet, a man has needs. And not the ones you think. Well, those too, but they weren't foremost on Sam's mind. Foremost on Sam's mind was it would be nice to have someone to go out to dinner with on Friday nights and to wake up with on Saturday mornings and to go with him to museums and movies and plays and parties and restaurants and ball games and on long weekends away, day hikes, ski trips, parental visits, wine tastings, and work functions. It was this last which was especially pressing for Sam, who worked at the online dating company whose form was causing him so much grief. It employed many swank and high-powered people—most of them male—who brought many swank and high-powered people—most of them female—to their many swank and high-powered black-tie galas. Sam did not own a tie of any color until he got this job, was himself neither swank nor high-powered, and felt strongly that a job as a software engineer in a three-walled cubicle surrounded by other software engineers with their obscure math T-shirts and Star Trek action figures and seven-sided Rubik's cubes should have absolved him from these sorts of work pressures. But the lawyers and VPs and CFOs and VIPs and investors wrecked the curve, and besides, it was an online dating company—showing up to these functions solo was a bad career move. Sam spent these evenings in his too-stiff tuxedo making awkward private jokes with his awkward single software engineering compatriots, sipping free vodka tonics and worrying that he'd never find true love. In high school in Baltimore, when Holly Palentine saw through his geeky exterior to the cool heart that beat beneath and agreed first to dance with him at homecoming and then to let him take her to dinner and a movie and then to hang out in his basement most afternoons after school making out, Sam had assumed he would marry his high school sweetheart. He remembered dancing close with her at the spring formal and imagining what they'd look like on their wedding day. Then she sent him a letter from the Girl Scout camp where she was a counselor asking if they could still be friends. Still? Sam hadn't realized this had ever been in question. In college at MIT, he had tried late-night hookups in the dorm and girls who flirted with him at parties and falling madly in love with the barista at Shot Through the Heart (though he had not tried talking to her) and a year-and-a-half real, adult relationship with Della Bassette, who then graduated and left for three years of volunteer corps in Zimbabwe, and another year and a half of true rock-solid start-thinking-about-engagement-rings love with Jenny O'Dowd, who really did love him and want to be with him forever except she accidentally also hooked up with his roommate the semester before graduation. Twice. Then Sam tried being alone, being alone far less likely to result in the crushing of his soul and atom-splitting of his heart. He tried not caring and not risking and not looking, hanging out with guy friends, solo vacations, self-growth, and canceling cable. None of that worked either. Not being in love did mean he was less likely to get hurt. But he honestly didn't see the point. He didn't see the point not because he was one of those people who always, always had to be paired up, and not because he didn't think of himself as whole without a partner, and not because otherwise it was too hard to have sex, but because when he wasn't spending time with people he loved, Sam found he was spending a lot of time with people he didn't. His work colleagues were fine at work, but they didn't have much to talk about when they went out afterwards. Happy hour with friends he'd lost touch with since college reminded him why he'd lost touch with them. Small talk at parties held by friends of friends meant a lot of pretending to think interesting a lot of things he didn't think were interesting.

When he left the East Coast for Seattle, Sam tried internet dating and couldn't believe he'd been alive for thirty-two and a half years and never thought to before. Sam believed in computers and programming, in codable information, in algorithms and numbers and logic. His father was also a software engineer as well as a computer science professor at Johns Hopkins University, so Sam was raised to believe: computers were his religion. Everyone else pitched online dating as the only option after not meeting anyone in the vast ocean of college. But Sam liked online dating because it took away the mystery. Maybe you met someone and liked her and she liked you and you hit it off and you started dating and that went pretty well and you got closer and closer, shared more and more, starting building lives around each other, fell deeply in love, and still she slept with your roommate when you went home for the weekend. Computers would never allow for such outlying variance.

Online dating had yet to work for Sam. But it did pay well. And that came in a close second as it turned out. One too-pretty-to-go-to-work morning in June, Sam's whole team got a sheepish text from their boss. "Fair warning," Jamie wrote. "BB's agenda for OOF today: Quantify the Human Heart." Jamie referred to the company's enormously important CEO, his boss's boss, as BB. Sam loved him for this. BB had recently decreed that each team would begin every morning with a stand-up meeting, the idea being that the company wasn't wasting its brilliant programmers' time with a real meeting but only a brief encounter in the hallway. Generally, this meant it was the length of an actual meeting but without the comfort of chairs and a Danish. Jamie therefore called it OOF, theoretically for On Our Feet, though actually for how those feet felt at the end of the meeting. Sam loved Jamie for this too. Also because he wasn't a superstickler for punctuality which gave Sam time to run back inside his apartment and change into more comfortable shoes.

"So here's the story," Jamie began when Sam got there. "BB thinks we need a better bottom line. Some online matchmaking sites promise ‘most fun dates.' Some boast ‘highest percentage of marriages.' BB wants to up the ante. Too many dates end in failure. Too many marriages end in divorce. What's better than dating and better than marriage?"

"Friends with benefits?" guessed Nigel from Australia.

"Soul mates," said Jamie. "BB wants an algorithm that will find your soul mate. Therefore I turn to you. Love is a tricky thing. All that human variable. The soul is not logical. The heart wants what the heart wants. Hard to nail down. Hard to quantify and program. But we are computer programmers, and this is our job. So we must. Tell me how."

"Increase the odds of getting laid," said Nigel. "Looser dates lead to more and earlier hooking up. The farther you go on a first date, the more information you have about sexual compatibility."

"Won't work," objected Rajiv from New Delhi. "Dating sucks." On this, the software engineers, save Nigel, were in agreement. "It's not fun," said Gaurav from Mumbai. "It's very awkward," said Arnab from Assam. "And it's all lies," said Jayaraj from Chennai. Five Indian states Sam had become an expert on since beginning work as a software engineer: Delhi, Assam, Maharashtra, Tamil Nadu, West Bengal. "You are so much worse on a date than you are in real life," Jayaraj continued. "You can't string two sentences together without sounding like some kind of idiot. You stammer and bring up awkward topics and embarrass yourself a lot. You're not really like that in real life." "Or you present yourself as better than you really are," Sam added, "which is also a lie. You get all dressed up and do your hair and put on makeup when really you're going to walk around the house in yoga clothes and a scrunchie all day." "Makeup?" Jamie raised an eyebrow at him. "Scrunchie?" wondered Jayaraj. "We need a third party," offered Arnab, "like the Hindu astrologers who know everyone in the village for generations and thus make marriages at birth that last until death." "Many cultures have matchmakers. Japanese nakodos. Jewish shadchens." Gaurav had been an anthropology major at UC Santa Cruz. "There are aeons of precedent. They realize a truth." "Which is?" asked Jamie. "Who people think they are and what people think they want is not really who they are or what they want," said Gaurav sagely. "Wise and sometimes magical elders set you up based on who you really are and who would be good for you instead." "I have no magical elders," said Jamie. "No, you have something better," said Sam. "Computer programmers. We could dig a little deeper into the data users provide. See what it says about them rather than what they say about themselves." Everyone's feet were getting tired, so digging deeper seemed worth a shot. "Accusing our customers of lying," Jamie said. "I'm sure BB will love it." Sam stopped for coffee on the way back to his desk. (Five places within seven hundred feet of Sam's desk to get a world-class double tall latte: the espresso stand on the second floor, the espresso stand on the fourteenth floor, the cafeteria, the coffee shop in the lobby of the Fifth Avenue entrance, the coffee shop in the lobby of the Fourth Avenue entrance. Sam loved Seattle.) Then he sat down and considered where, if not on online dating forms, people revealed the truth about themselves. He messaged Jamie: "Can I have access to clients' financial records?" Jamie wrote back right away. "Accusing our customers of lying and invading their privacy. BB's going to love that too." First surefire proof Sam had that users were lying about themselves: everyone everywhere was always having a fit over internet privacy concerns, but promise to find them love or at least sex, and they signed access to their financial records, credit card statements, e-mail accounts, and everything else over to Sam just because he asked nicely. There he saw them not as they represented themselves but as they really were. He saw that they said their five favorite foods were organic blueberries, wheatgrass smoothies, red quinoa, tempeh Reubens, and beluga caviar, but they spent an average of $47.40 a month last year at the 7-Eleven. He saw that the five things they listed on their nightstand were all foreign film DVDs, but they saw Shrek Forever After in 3-D twice in theaters and spent the week of the foreign film festival hanging out with their old college roommates at a dude ranch in Wyoming. He noted that they said they liked to write poetry and short stories and even included a quote from Ulysses in their profile, but Sam analyzed their e-mails and knew they were in the bottom twelve percent of adjective users and had no idea how to use a semicolon. Everyone lied. It wasn't malicious or even on purpose usually. They weren't so much misrepresenting themselves as just plain wrong. How they saw themselves and how they really were turned out to be pretty far apart. Sam was a romantic, yes, but he was also a software engineer, and since he was better at the latter, he played to his strengths. For two weeks straight, he worked obsessively on an algorithm that figured out who you really were. It ignored the form you filled out yourself in favor of reading your spending reports and bank statements and e-mails. It read your chat histories and text messages, your posts and status updates. It read your blog and what you posted on other people's blogs. It looked at what you bought online, what you read online, what you studiously avoided online. It ignored who you said you were and who you said you wanted in favor of who you really were and who you really wanted. Sam mixed the ancient traditions of the matchmakers plus the truths users revealed but did not admit about themselves combined with the power of modern data processors and made the algorithm that changed the dating world. He cracked the code to your heart. His teammates were impressed. Jamie was pleased. But BB was thrilled with the algorithm, especially once he saw the proof of concept demos and how incredibly, unbelievably well it would work. "We'll get you down to just one date!" BB enthused. "That's all it will take. Talk about killer apps!"

The Girl Next Door

The next step for Sam, of course, was to try it himself. He wanted to know if it worked. He wanted to prove that it worked. But mostly, he wanted it to work. He wanted it to search the world and point, to reach down like the finger of God and say, "Her." How good was this algorithm? First time out, it set Sam up with Meredith Maxwell. She worked next door. In the marketing department. Of Sam's own company. For their first date, they met for lunch in the cafeteria at work. She was leaning against the doorframe grinning at him when he got off the elevator, grinning helplessly himself.

Goodbye for Now

by Laurie Frankel

From Doubleday, August 7th, 2012 view abbreviated excerpt only...

Discussion Questions

RePose takes heat from the press and from religious groups. What do you think those groups' reactions would be if this technology existed? Are their concerns legitimate?

Why does Meredith start to become disillusioned with the virtual Livvie? For which of their clients does RePose seem to work best? And for whom does it work less well? What seems to make the difference?

Who's your favorite RePoser?

Who grows and changes the most over the course of the novel?

Do Dash and Meredith seem like family? They're very different, but what do they have in common?

There's a lot of loss in this book, but there's a lot gained as well, especially in the way of new and sometimes surprising family. What's gained here?

What new love does RePose bring about?

Does the technology in this book seem possible? How much of your identity is online?

If RePose existed, how well do you think you could be recreated based on your online archive?

How is the picture of you presented on Facebook or Twitter or other social media sites an accurate one, and how is it less accurate?

How much time do you spend online, or, maybe more to the point, what percentage of your social time is spent socializing online?

How do social networking sites make socializing easier and more fun? And how do they make it harder and less fun?

If RePose existed, would you use it? Who would you contact? Would you video chat or just email? What would you say if you could?

What should happen to our online identities -- our Facebook pages and old emails and video chats and Twitter feeds and archived texts and blogs, etc. -- after we die?

How can social media help the loved ones we leave behind?

SPOILER ALERT! The questions below give away major plot points of the book. DO NOT READ THEM UNTIL YOU'VE FINISHED THE BOOK! (We're really not kidding. Stop scrolling down if you haven't read the book yet...) (Last chance...)
Whose method of mourning seems more effective: Sam's or his dad's?

Why does Sam tell Julia she can't RePose? Is he right or wrong to deny her the chance to speak with her daughter again?

Meredith is really our own Dead Loved One, the only projection we know both before and after death, so she's our chance to see whether RePose really works. Does it? Is Meredith's projection a good likeness of her? A satisfying one? When she says things she's said before, do you feel more joy at remembering or despair at her loss?

Penny and Josh both argue that RePose is for the dying. Who benefits most from RePose -- the dying, the living, or the dead? How does it help each of those groups?

Sam feels that he's been forgiven at the very end of the novel. What sins does he think he's committed, and do you agree? Should he be sorry? How can he make amends? Why does Meredith get the last word? What hope does she offer?

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